As i've promised Donna Neo just now, i'll really start my post with, B-I-T-C-H-E-S.

Yknow, class 4C have 3 bitches now. I dont wanna mention names, but i'll just name them as, A, B and C. A is the lao da, means the biggest of all, B is just a motherfucker dog, C is a bitch of a bitch. I dont wanna destroy my beautiful post with such a angry/ pissed off entry, cause tday is really a happy day!

Whatever.. Can anyone believe that im happy over Bp Guides & Scouts is gonna have a windbreaker soon? Hahahahah. But, ONLY THE SEC 4s! That makes me really excited, cause im the one designing it! Hahahah. Im thinking of putting a medium size Wu Zhong behind, cause PJ gave me that inspirations, but they all said that they dowan, and wanted to put it on the selves instead, cause can fold up, then wont see the school's name. Wowwwww.. Nice idea man! Heeee.. & the windbreaker's colour is.... ORANGE. Thank you Benjamin ohkay! My fav. colour lehhhh! My bro is listening to the Ah Wang's song, can you believe it?

If you're happy and you know you clap your hands(qiu tia)
If you're happy and you know you stamp your feet(ka tia)
If you're happy and you know you snap your fingers(bo xia)
If you're happy and you know you nod your head(toi toi)
If you're happy and you know you say hello!(hello)
If you're happy and you know you do all five(qiu tai, ka tia, bo xia, toi toi, hello!)

Symbol of happiness! & i actually put my phone to my ear, and then said hello when thats only a msg. Oh mannnnn!

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Ohkay.. Im like so happy now. I donno why. Hahahahahaha! Ohkay. I think i shall start with yesterday!

Yknow, yesterday every camp staffs when to Bpp's mac to chiong till 11 plus, for those proposal. Ohkay, we were discussing in school first, & then Tiger came & shoo us off. Whoooo.. And you all know smth? He made fun of me, like so paiseh. I dowan to write anymore SORRY LETTERS liao. Ohkay, & then after that was silin's turn. Hahahahahah. Walked out of school, as usual, talk until so louddddddddddd. Actually we planned to go to teck whye mac, but scouts dont wanttt. Because, TECK WHYE MAC GOT NO FREE FLOW AND FLAVOUR SHOT. Ohkay, so after talking for about like 5 mins, everybody agreed to go to Bpp mac.

Reached, bought our foods and everything. Whalaooooo, i swear, qihui really got a big big big fat mouth.

Me: Hello, is that my double cheese with only 1 piece of cheese?
That man: This is a double cheese
Me: So, is it a double cheese with only 1 piece of cheese?
That man: No, this is a double cheese.
Me: Yuh, i know this is a double cheese, but is it only with oen piece of cheese?
That man: This is a double cheese!
Me: But this is a double cheese with only 1 piece of cheese right?
That man: *check the burger* and say ya.

This man.... Spoil my Double cheese. Ohkay, let me tell you what did Qihui said ohkay. Yknow, she went around telling other people that i ordered double cheese with only 1 piece of cheese. & i dont understand why people keep laughing at me for that. Is it very funny? Ohkay, maybe it is. But i really dont like very cheesy thing. Whatever, esp benjamin who laughed so loudly.

After eating we planned and everything. I was losted for a moment, because i dont know what to write for the war game 1. & Gerald was not there with me doing, he was doing some other proposal. So i stoned there & rot. Ohkay, & i finally touched my pen and asked Benjamin what's the rules for the war game 1 cause i kind forgot. So he told me & i wrote wrote & wrote. Wha, i tell you.... That stupid war game is so mafan. I donno why i can play so happily in Serimbun. Ohkay, playing at the field one is ohkay. I hate the wet weather, man. Its like, so mafan. and i donno where to put the poles cause there is no mud or whatever. There is only very lovely corridor in school. Ohkay, i asked Mingxian, Huilin & peggy. & they told me what to do for the wet weather. Another game, which i think thats quite fun.

Ohkay, wrote down alot of things & tatatatata! Im done! Hohohohohoh.. & we waited for eveyrbody to do finish & go home. Took the same bus as qihui, ming han & Bernard. Qihui went down the bus first & left the three of us, talked cock & we walked home. Got home & mummy *%&*%^(*^%*%()^%^%$* me. Ask me why so late. But dont care, i told her some random reason which is true. Bathed & sweet dreams!

aiya.... i wanna play sims now alr!

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• OH MAN. THE NEW BLOGGER SUCKS
• BP GUIDES SUCKS
• 4C SUCKS
• YOU SUCK
• I SUCK
• CCB SUCK KKB
• I WANNA SLEEP MY WHOLE LIFE AWAYYYYYY. I WANNA ROT, I WANNA KILL. I WANNA FUCK YOU, CAN? Idiotttttttttt.
  

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Aiya.. Lazy to type. I just say the main point lah okay.

• 18/02/07 - Went Ah Ma's house first, 2nd aunty reached & we left for Aunty's place. As usual, we were the last. Collected ang baos, talked cock, lao yu sheng, took pictures, watched tee vee, laughed & slept. After that went back to Ah Ma house again. Collected ang baos & daddy drove me & bro home. Went Aunt's house in the night for dinner, left for movie after that at Grand Cathey. Watched Epic movie, & we saw Boon Huat. Ate the very cheapo ice-cream which only cost 2.50 bucks for 1 scope. Cabbed down to Esplanade after movie, took pics & slacked & left at 12 plus. Waited for bus, gave up cause its damn long, walked to cityhall mrt, but citylink's gate was closed. walked bare footed around Marina sq. No more train service, took a cab home instead. Reached home at around 1 plus. Dint bath & slept.
• 19/02/07 - Everybody came to my house for dinner. & the house is f packed. & its full of smoke. Went over to lot 1, bought macs, kfc & poker home. ai ya... THEN I LAZY SAY LIAO LAH. BYE BYE.

Im getting more & more emoooo.. really. ): I think, i still love you. how how? Bffl, how nice that sound lahhh.. ):

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This friday had been the best. Not because of the early dismissal, but because i talked to Luna & Pynx! Omg, this is so nice. I miss Dcube, really alot. ((: I dint knew that everybody misses Dcube that much, until today. Im so excited when Luna said that we MAY have a meeting up during June. Thats really a best thing on earth, shuhui. (: & now i can only smile smile smile & smile. Omg, im really really happy. (: It just feel as if all my friends had all came back. and not forgetting Felicia. Yes, im still here okay. Hahah, heard of me now alr? Yes, i know you do! Lalalaaaalalalaa.. Im f happy now. ((((:

Went to BP macs to discuss about the Camp on March & June tday after school. Omg, i swear, i laughed till i've got no more voice lah. Played with the free flow drink & flavour shot. i like the Grape & sprite, but everybody says that its not nice. Hahah, but i like it. (: Ming Han is a sicko. He like sour stuff. HAHAHAHHAH. & LET ME TELL ALL OF YOUR A SECRET OKAY??? Ming Han is staying at Blk 345, & im staying at blk 344. ONLY 1 BLOCK AWAY FROM MEEEEEEE. Lol. I was stunt when i knew that just now lah. Talked about serious stuff & talked cock. I really have a entertainment at school alr alright? I realised that i can always make fun of Benjamin lah. This is a very big secret where only the people there know. Hahaahh. & Benjamin's sis is damn cute & funny. Hahah. Where's silin? How come she never come. & i'll never forget that i took telepathy as teledumbies. Its so f funny. Okay, whatever. ((:

& oh, i seriously feel that somebody is trying to pull strings with others. Which haha, it doesnt even affect me. I dont even care about a shit damn of you. HAHAAHHAHAHH. & seriously, i detest this kinda of people. Okay, its not even a business of mine. FUCK IT. Im getting more & more dbgsdgbgo[sfgbbgufsfdhnigdindgkoniodnok i dont know what to say with you liao. If you're clever enough, you should learn how to FOAD. & in case you dont know whats this, its Fuck Off And Die. Yes, you should do this, seriously. & fuck, i dont care if im fat or what. Go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. & hello, i dont care if my face is qian da anot. Cause im going to school to study, not to go for Miss Singapore. & HAHAAHAHAHH. I found a women who is uglier than me, really alot. I guess only silin & donna wil understand what im talking about. Chai rank! YES YES! SHOULD DO THIS!

& S is for the way you smile. (: Z is for your nameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :]

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Again, i've got too much to complain. & its never enough. Thats because there's alot of brainless people out there for me to COMPLAIN. Its not because of my own si ren en yuan with them, its not because they zhang de ke wu & all. But ITS BECAUSE SHE, THAT FROG WOMEN ASKED ME TO SHUT UP WITHOUT ANY F REASONS. Its okay when shes VERY the ugly when she dont think so, its okay if she flirt with guys when she dont even think that she has any wrong, &&& its still okay when i've got some si ren en yuan with her, i mean, its very very very long long donkey years ago liao. Im okay with her a few days ago because im just sitting next to her, BUT NOW, SINCE FRIDAY, IM NOT OKAY WITH HER ANYMORE.

Okay, whatever, your might not understand what im talking about. But people who saw her shouting at me will understand, VERY THE MUCH. Oh no no no. I haven finish yet. I wanna say the whole story lahhhh.

Okay, there's one fine evening, Nadia that katak(frog) was drilling the sec3 or sec 2 squat. & i walked past them, ACCIDENTALLY. & guess what i saw??? HENTAK ON THE WRONG LEG, MARCH ON THE WRONG HAND & TIMING IS SUPER DUPER UBER FAST LIKE SIAO. & Im so kind enough to tell them, & that women asked me to shut up from the end. That means SHE'S SHOUTING AT ME. Whalao, its okay if she talk to me nicely, but she shouted at me okay. Thats why im so bu shaung. Can anybody tell me why i got shouted when I'VE DONE NTH F WRONG? Oh wells, I GUESS ITS BECAUSE THAT WOMEN THINKS SHE WENT TO NDP BEFORE & THATS WHY SHES SO FULLLLLLLLL OF HERSELF. Okay, i hope Ms Phua say her till she very bu shuang on monday. I dont care, cause im not in any f wrong. She issssssss! Even Ms Phua thinks that she shouldnt shout at me in front of the juniors. HAHAHHH. Whatever, im just laughing at her. &&& I TOTALLY AGREE WITH BEIXI CAN. "THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN WHEN YOU DONT HAVE A DRILL MISTRESS." What Squat IC? Err.. I think thats only a very shitty Rank? I dont even consider that as a rank lah, for goodness sake. & people actually fought over that stupid thingy lah. How stupid is that. Lol.

Okay, enough of my complains! Im gonna show off my goods liao. Tee hee. Went to Msia ysd, with the whole family(omg, can you believe it?). Hahhhh, & i totally love it. Though i only bought two things. (: Bought a super beautiful Levi's tee shirt & a Ripcurl skirt. Dint bought the swatch watch & Volcom Jumper that i wanted. I think i'll buy it in SG lah.. &&&, that Adidas bag! & a Adidas Jacket also.

Not having S&G camp on March anymore, cause i dont know why the Scouts postpone it to June. That means we'll have a class outing on March! Teee hee, stay over at Sentosa! & oh, i hope camp falls on my birthday! Then i'll get to celebrate my birthday at Sarimbun Scouts camp againnnnn. But no Dcube, abit.... ): Okay, whatever. (:

Everybody faster wish me very very very alot alot alot alot of good luck. Cause im having my first CPA Ns course work tmrrrrr! &, why am i still doing here when im having my big big exam tmr? Tee heeee, study later lah. (:

BYE BYE.

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I wanna start my post with a super BIG FAT FUCK. Im in my lowest point of mood now, & the feeling is just like the whole world is so f angry with me now. But well, i dont think that im in the wrong, seriously. You should know, i f hate it, but yet you still do this to me. No, i cant call you a bitch. But now, what can i call you now? Er.. Monster should do. Whatever, cause i cant be bothered by you anymore. Any one more fuck from you & trust me, i'll really hate you.

I should say that im more of upset than angry. YOU dint told me that we're going out tday, & so i went out with my friend. & suddenly you f called my phone & shouted at me, asked me why am i not home yet. Hello, its just 4 plus. You dint tell me, how am i expected to know? So cant you just use your f brain when you want to scold? You ringed me 5 f times when im in town, & hello, im walking, im moving, can i really feel the vibration in my pocket? Obviously no right? So WHY ARE YOU SHOUTING AT ME? Okay, i went home, & i found y'all gone. I ringed Dad & he says that you're all out. Oh, so is it my fault for not going out with you? Whos the one who dont wait for me? HUH?! You said i'll get it when you're home. Oh, like i care. I dont feel that its my fault. So why must i just stand there & let you scold? Its damn stupid, really. Im so not like the past who dont know how to defend myself & stand there like a moron for you to scold when im not in any f wrong. All these can just prove to me how this world can be SO F UNFAIR.

Whats family without love, care & concern? Whats family when theres only biased-ness? WHATS FAMILY WHEN Y'ALL DONT EVEN F TRUST ME?! Can you tell me whyyyyy? Did you know i cried? Did you know how disappointed i am when you said those? Whatever. I know i shouldnt trust you that much, i know i can never rely on you never again. I know this house is only a place for me to sleep & watch tv. I dint knew that there's something called family love, because i dont even f feel it...

I want to grow up quickly.. I wanna leave this place, i dont wanna live in this prison anymore.. People might think im evil for writing for these in my blog, but do all of you knows how i feel? Im really in a f pain. Because i doesnt feel as much happiness as i've got when im in my friend's house, though they are poor, though her mum have got some illness but i can assure, i like her family more than mine. Sometimes, disappointment come more than anything, sometimes i just yearn for a mother love but what did it turned back? Forget it...

I promise i'll be okay, really soon... Just let me cry for all i want... & plus, I LOVE OH YIFANG alot. (:

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